Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in piper_40's LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 5th, 2004
8:27 pm	questions? ~if i could turn back time where would i be? ~would i be in the right place? ~then again what is the right place? ~ i guess somewhere where you are happy... so i guess that i am in the right place. ~ or would i be in a place of even more happiness? ~ what if i turned back time and went down the wrong road...could i turn back around? ~or would i be stuck..inside a bad world? ~would i have the same friends? ~what would my family be like? ~ maybe i would be happier person inside a bad life..or an unhappy person inside of a good life? ~ then again how do you rate whether life is good or bad? ~would i live i live to be old or die young...maybe you can even live beyond death...? ~When i look beyond now into the future... ~where am i? ~ happy, sad? ~ successful...then again what is success.. is it...fufilling your potential, making money, or is it figuring out who you are? ~will i still have the same friends..what bout my family? when i stop my life and look... ~ do i know who i am? ~ am i happy or sad..then again what is happiness or sorrow? ~what do we compare it to? ~am i successful...not defined ~ u never know..u jsut have to live life as it comes ~ the present is the past of the future ..so things can change..its up to u whether its good or bad... Current Mood: content (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
11:21 pm	good night yay tonight was fun...i had the best time with all the pommies. drivin back and forth between houses listening to britney spears really loudly haha! my tummy hurts from laughing so much i love it when that happens! AHH i dont know what to do though, i hvae this friend whos boyfriend isnt very nice to her and i dont like how he treats her. i really want to say something but then again is it my place to say something, do i be a good friend by letting her handle it or by telling her that she deserves better cuz she really does:( im going to go to sleep now tho i am soo exaushted, ihope everyone had a good night, and hope that they have a good weekend too, love to all (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
9:53 pm	Lah di dah mmm...delirious! im really tired, yet really awake, i hate it when that happens makes me crazy! i have tons of studying to do but obviously i am not doing it! my grades are hidious, school really stresses me out and i have a perfect brother to live up to its just wonderful. haha! im going to miss all of you this weekend and i really wanted to hang with u gals...leah..but mom decided it was a family weekend..going to phx to watch the state championship game AND IM SOO MAD BECAUSE CACTUS IS IN IT AND WE ALMOST BEAT THEM!!! 3 points away and we had a couple really bad mistakes, we would have won grrrr...oh well its over .. haha i need to learn to move on from things. and i get to visit grandpops whose not doing so well... :( i dont want to loose him its so saddd..lifes soo unfair, while u are young and healthy you have to stress bout school and working then when you are older and accomplished (hopefully) you get sick and tired ..shouldnt it be the other way around? i think you should be free until you are like 30 then you start going to school and working...that would make more sense. i really need to study, so i should head out and do that...wa hoo the progressive dinner is tomororw night im excited for that!! Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
9:25 pm	life uhhh? k im really trying to figure this live journal out..its a lil difficult... wow today seemed a better day than n e have been lately my brother is scary i concluded that...i seriously think that i am a lil scared of him:( im looking forward to this weekend..im seriously going to sleep the whole time...and eat yummy food. friday night is the progressive dinner that will be fun time. i need sleep i feel like i am going to melt, and drown in the combination of my melted body and my tears.. stressed tears..i miss dancing soo much and i cant handle it...cuz i cant go back to driving but i want to...i guess i will just handle life as it comes. i love all of you tons Current Mood: okay Current Music: none (4 Comments |Comment on this)